Leather Bear Tails

There is so much that has happened since December.

For a while I really thought I could hold it together.

But I have gotten to a point were I am emotionality and physically exhausted in a way that I don't even understand anymore.

I hold onto my wife and slave as a hurricane surrounds us.

But I realize that I have nothing left to give.

I am going to put this blog on hold for a while.

I need to clear my head, and try to see past this darkness that has come into our lives and surrounded us.

Right now I just need time, and hope. And I am out of hope.

When I come back, after I have found my heart again, and can be an actual person. I will have my lovely post that I am here and fierce.

But right now, I am just so very broken and tired.

Thank you all for reading my words.

I will hold that close as I take this break.

Your reading what I have put here had given me courage time and time again that I was doing something that meant something.

That's all anyone every really wants right?

To matter?

Thank you again, and I hope to see you all on the flip side.