I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us" it is available for purchase here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html

Or on Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Rest-Us-K-E-Enzweiler/dp/1329062213/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1432825657&sr=1-2&keywords=m%2Fs+for+the+rest+of+us

I am the founder of the Albuquerque Masters Group. We meet once every other month. The group is open to all who wish to explore their Mastery, slavery, or Dominance and submission. Please contact me here or at my email : Bigdykebear@yahoo.com for more information!
The meetings are free to all who wish to attend!

If you are interested in power munches, skills workshops or play parties in the Albuquerque area please contact the 20 year organization of AEL at:


If you are interested in active online community please find:


Group names for the Albuquerque Community Include:

Land Of Enchantment Fetlifers

Albuquerque Kinksters

KinkySpot Clubhouse

Albuquerque Master/slave forum

New Mexico Leather League: Leather/Kink/Fetish and More

Friday, February 24, 2017

Not today

Hello All.
Today is a rough day. 
I am  using all that I can  to  remind myself that in the big global  arch  of life, that in  the big scheme of things,  it really can’t be that bad.
I live in a first world country. 
We are not at war.
I am married to the love of my lifetimes.
I am surrounded by powerful, beautiful women, who challenge me and love me when I am frail.
Right now we have heat, food, water, and hay.
This time will pass.
It will take with it my sorrow, illness, and lack of hope. 
We all go through this from time to time.  The feeling of loss is global.
We all know it.  We all feel it depths. 
I am a Master identified dyke.  And I feel lost and without hope. 
Its ok to be lost. It is ok  to be without hope.
If you are a Master type,  or a D type-  know this-  its ok to  not be ok all  the time.
I miss my boy today.