Finally I just got pissed and wrote her off.
A little later I came back, I couldn’t help myself, and I said “I am curious- where you unable to answer the question or unable to write in complete sentences?”
No surprise that she never did answer…
What has me pissed about this is that someone “trained her”. Trained her for what? To fuck, give blow jobs, and take a whip? To put up titty and pussy pics? That isn’t being trained, that is being used.
Where in her training was she prepared for the BDSM world? Where was she taught how to communicate, how to represent herself, how to bring something to the table. Instead here she is thinking that her training has prepared for what BDSM has to offer.
Instead of insight she is doing daily kneeling exercises. Instead of learning how to follow simple requests like using complete sentences and punctuation, she learned how to spread eagle and pinch her nipples for the camera.
It made my stomach turn.
The worst part is that I know that there are Masters out there who would love to get their hands on her, to exploit her stupidity for their own means and gains. I would venture to guess that is exactly what her “training” consisted of.
I know that this happens; I know that there are many out there who claim to train so that they can get a piece of ass. But having that short conversation where I was dealing with the reality of that outcome made me nauseous.
It was disheartening.
What could she have been? Did she have talents? Thoughts? Abilities?
The sad thing is more than me not knowing, she probably doesn’t know.