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I am the founder of the Albuquerque Masters Group. We meet once every other month. The group is open to all who wish to explore their Mastery, slavery, or Dominance and submission. Please contact me here or at my email : Bigdykebear@yahoo.com for more information!
The meetings are free to all who wish to attend!

If you are interested in power munches, skills workshops or play parties in the Albuquerque area please contact the 20 year organization of AEL at:


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Group names for the Albuquerque Community Include:

Land Of Enchantment Fetlifers

Albuquerque Kinksters

KinkySpot Clubhouse

Albuquerque Master/slave forum

New Mexico Leather League: Leather/Kink/Fetish and More

Friday, December 30, 2016

here I go

So as I try to figure out what to say.  My slave reminded me of the things that are important. Be grateful, have hope, and take a lesson from Obama- Go high. 

So here I go.  

I want to say thank you to everyone who has been there for us over the last month. We have both grieved deeply the loss of our boy Pokey. He passed peacefully at 28 years old, and we were blessed to have spent his last 16 years with him. 

Thank you to Whip Daddy, Jaime, Mom, J, and Baby Bear who came and shared the day with us when he passed.  He passed easy and comfortable. The vet was amazing and kind.  

Angel, the Percheron, is amazing and a delight. I work with her a lot now.  I am taking my time and healing slowly. She participated in Pokeys passing (thank you Jaime).  When I work with her I cry, she seems to understand.  

Thank you to Ninjet for coming up with food for my slave and I after Pokey passed.  That was so incredibly sweet. For those of you, who put out words of comfort and love, thank you.

Now for the elephant in the room. 

I made a mistake. For this I take complete accountability with absolutely no excuses for my behavior.  

 I have deactivated my fetlife and walked away from the wet munch. Thank you Jinx for stepping up to take this over.   

I don’t know if I will  come back  to fetlife,  all  I know right now is that I can’t right now.

For those of you who have supported us over the last month in the community, I can only say I have no words that can adequately express my gratitude for you.  

To those that cared for me, held me, protected me, gave me water, and held my hand when I was to shaken and triggered to stop crying, thank you. 

To my brave Roughhouse and his brother D, thank you beyond words for getting me home safe and comforting my slave. 

To Jaime thank you for making me walk away.  I was not safe, to myself or others.  

To Whip Daddy I love you for forgiving me for not being safe. 

To Sir B and his kitten, I love you, family.  

To everyone who talked with my slave on FB, giving us hope, offering support and love, your words are etched deeply into my heart.  

As I walk through my grief, you are there on my shoulders, seeing me through. Giving me hope.

I am  grateful  for each  and every one of you.    


  1. My love and respect for you and your wife will never change! I'm am always here in any capacity that I am needed and more. I know it took alot for you to step down , I am proud of you. You need time and you need to take care of yourselves and each other. Take your time healing, you are loved by many and I am sure we all agree, do what is best for you and Eve! Take time to dance in the rain, ride the winds and cry when it's needed.Allow Angel to be there, there was a reason she came into your lives when she did. Take care my dear sweet friend. I love you guys!