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Friday, June 13, 2014

Taboo Accomplished

I didn’t know how this was going to go. The day of the water sports workshop I was so nervous that I didn’t want to eat breakfast. My slave worked on the house and I got up a little later and got the space ready. 

We have a back courtyard that is privacy fenced so I put up a curtain over the open spot where the door will eventually go, and I roped off and hung blankets over a section around the tree for a privacy area.

I wanted to create as many possibilities for people to be comfortable as possible. So I waited and soon people started to arrive.  It was an intimate group, and we sat and talked for a long time. We discussed urine, its properties, the good, the bad, things to be concerned about, as well as the joy/fantasy/and reality of water sports. 

It was really intense, and the group was amazingly candid and open. Everyone participated and shared their thoughts, longings, and experiences. 

Having never done this before, I was honest- I didn’t know what to expect- I didn’t know what to think, or what this would mean for me and my slave.  It was all just new. 

After a time we all went outside and the presenter dropped trow and showed us how it was done. After a little time my slave said that she wanted to try it.  I was surprised that she was willing to do it, publically, and openly. It was something about the crowd, how supportive they were, how joyful they were, and how knowledgeable the presenters were. It was all so -   open.

And so we did it.

My pee was a little hesitant at first to come out- I didn’t know if I could do it- but one of the attendees jumped into a nearby pool and became my pee partner and WHOLA! It happened. As soon  as she peed- it just jump stated my bladder.

Then it really happened.

My slave and I went deeply under right away. It was so intense, I was not prepared to become that glazed over and out if it so quickly. I was able to get her into the shower to wash off, into a robe, and then get her something to eat and drink. After that I just kind of stared. 

Honestly, I was so out of it that I was surprised I remembered my way back from the kitchen to the place where she was sitting to bring her some food. The presenters brought me a plate of food and something to drink. (The food by the way ---was incredible!!!) My slave and I sat and ate and remained in this happy glowy state of euphoria. I don’t remember what was talked about by the group at that time. 

Then as things were winding down I said “is there anything that anyone else would like to discuss or experience here?” There was some hesitation on the part of one of the attendees until my slave looked over and said “Do you want to be peed on?” And they said yes and were up and  naked in no time.

Then we all did another round of peeing, talking, laughing and loving each other. 

It was tremendously supportive, tremendously mind blowing, very emotional and deeply moving.

Afterwards I kind of needed some time. People were talking and laughing and enjoying each other. I went into the back ground and took things down and packed food in the kitchen. 

I just needed to get my head around what had happened over the last few hours, trying to let myself feel everything that this taboo play had brought out in me.

Trying to understand myself, my slave and my experience. 

This taboo, once so far from what I would ever want to experience, left me in this state of delirium and euphoria. So different than I ever thought would happen.

I am still trying to get my head around that day.

What I am so joyous about – more than anything- was the amount of love, candor, support, and openness that the crowd had for each other. 

That was and still is overwhelming. 

Thank you so much  to  IMsL2004 and NoirLoba for presenting, and thank  you so  much  to my amazing slave,  BW and V for making this day unforgettable.


  1. Awesome! It sounds like it was indeed a wonderfully euphoric experiance! Thank you for sharing with us!

    1. Good Morning Tops! It was indeed, it was euphoric in a lot of ways.